From: Timothy RueDate: Sat, 7 Jun 97 11:01:01 Organization: MindSpring Enterprises * It is now Friday the 6th of June, in my efforts to write all of this *** This is only the second part. Take Heart not to make any judgements but put Heart into any actions you may take based on this first part. For those who have the ability to translate this into other languages, please do so, for this IS for everyone. © Copyright 1997 - Timothy Rue ------------------------------ My Talk with Petro - continued ------------------------------ I have posted the above (previous post) to several newsgroups but before I continue I must bring some clarity as to who I am. I'm just an end user, I have no products to sell. One of the last things I communicated to Petro was regarding my religious beliefs. I simply said "I don't know." I'm sure many of you, upon reading the above began to apply all sorts of religious conotations to the above. What is written above is all true, it happened, but people, this is real life. There is no time for creating illusions, and I'm no saviour, but just an end user. So keep this in mind, set aside any illusions of this or that happening, otherwise you'll get distracted from doing the things that need to be done and those who know better will get the best of you. There is no magic, mystery, or prophesy to any of this, but only understanding in what to expect of ourselves so that we may correctly deal with it, see and do the positive and productive things that lead to geniune self respect and self esteam. So let's get over any illusions and get on with it. With this said... --------------- Petro walked into the lobby and I greeted him. He went up to his room to get some paperwork and returned. We went to my car and got on our way to the meeting. Earlier, I had taken a polaroid of a modular computer concept I had generated thru Lightwave. On the back of it I wrote the simple key points of what I needed to talk with Petro about. But above all of this I had one question for Petro I had to ask. "If you where given a couple hundred billion dollars in U.S. currency a year, what would you do with it?" Oh, one more thing before I continue this. I don't recall my talk with Petro word for word. I didn't have a tape recorder. What you'll read here is the general direction or focus I have in what I communicated to Petro. Petro's general responces as well as some specific responces. This will include some questions Petro asked me and my responces. You see, you had to be there, just listening, to really understand. For me to try to recall everything said and write it down in the sequence it happened for you to read, is just not realistic. With this in mind you might re-read the above and consider the dates and sequence that happened and keep this in mind when you read the rest of this. Realisticly I can present you with what you are more likely to understand thru this media of the internet. As Skal pointed out several times thru all that happened, people can and often are quite different when you meet them in person, as opposed to the internet. Petro did answer the question I asked, but I'll not tell you his answer. You see, people can change, Petro might have answered with the best answer in the world, the worst or perhaps with just something common. But it doesn't mean anything unless acted on. And to take productive action first requires understanding, thought and planning. To set a priority list and work it as the current details gets done, change or otherwise gets removed or placed lower on the list. But we all need a common goal that will enable productive team work. So what might be the best common goal? The future of mankind? If you think about it, what else could it be that would be common across the board in establishing team work? And our future is in the hands of kids. So we are going to do this for kids, all kids, including the kid in all of us no matter what our age. For the innocence of youth but with the understanding and experience of who we are, that we can and do make errors. And this should be clear by acknowledging the reality of starving children, who had no choice where they where born or the harsh constraints placed on them. If you think removing world child hunger is to difficult a goal to reach, you are mistaken. It's really a snap to do. The established organizations that know how to properly convert cash into such help, exist. The figure I gave Petro in my question to him, also exist. Its just a matter of getting to it in a way that everyone is ok with. And for those who are not ok with it, they would expose their own errors and be allowed to make corrections. I told Petro about an Olympic event that happened here in Atlanta this last year. It wasn't the kind of planned event that everyone cheers for but the kind of event a great deal of planning went into to avoid. The world saw this event but it was not used in the images on the screen for Ted Turner (CNN) teaming up with Oracle four days later. And there was a key reason for not using it. I recall leaving the auditorium and hearing someone say loud enough for many to hear "But it doesn't handle the exception!" Could this have been the man I had spoken to while in line? It did come from the direction he'd taken to sit. A bomb went off in the Olympic Park, a woman died, others got hurt, and a man was wrongly publicly accused. Today it is believed that the bomber will never be caught and the man accused is now a multi-millionaire thru lawsuites which the rest of us pay for in taxes or increase product prices. And a child is scared for life in more ways than one. Law enforcement had been trained to react quickly and had plenty of pratice, if not before hand then with all the false bomb threats that had happened before this bomb. But the fact is, people will do stupid things and it is up to the rest of us to be ready to deal with it. Only in this case there was a delay, maybe all that was needed was an extra ten second for the area to be clear enough to prevent death and lower injury. Where this delay happened was at the 911 operator station. It's public record that the 911 operator spent some time trying to find the address of the Olympic Park, but in all that had happened in getting ready for the Olympics, the park was never given an address. Everyone knew where the park was, especially law enforcement, but the data processing program needed a valid address before it would process the information. Think about it! If you where an officer on patrol and you got a call over your high tech mobil computer, don't you think you'd need an address? Is the programmer at fault? No! In fact there was no individual logically at fault for the delay, everyone did the right thing, the best they could be expected to do. So how is it that the 911 operator didn't have a standard route to take in quickly dealing with the exception of any planning done? Recognize that the 911 operator was an end user of a computer system and that it wasn't the programmers fault but an unatural pratice of the computer industry. This is only one example of the results of this unatural pratice. This is where the money is. In the conversion of non-productive expenses to positive productive profit via charity goals. I told Petro that Bill Gates knows there is a problem and Bill is putting money into research trying to find the solution, but Bill will fail. Bill doesn't know what the problem is and even if he did, he's not in a position to correct it. That it is his daughter who has caused him to be looking for solutions. Petro told me how he put alot of work, long hours into working the Amiga, keeping it alive. How it would take him away from his family. We talked about kids, how they would learn by putting things together and sometimes supprising us all. We, of course, talked about the computer industry and he asked me questions that I could only respond by saying I'm not currently intouch within this or that facet of the industry well enough to know the details. But then my focus was in another direction, rather than getting deeper and deeper into the various facets and details of the current state of the industry, my focus was on communicating a perspective far enough away from the industry to see what the problem is. Other questions Petro asked of me I answer to the best of my ability and I was honest about just how much I knew. On one side of the coin, I knew Petro was looking to determine if I might fill a position at AI, on the other side of the coin I was communicating yes but that he needed to see it for himself what I can and have been doing. You see, I'll not work for a company as important as I know A.I. is, unless I'm recognized for the talent I have at being able to step back far enough to lose sight of the details within a problem so that I'll see the simple and easy to apply solutions that will inherently remove the possibility of the problem existing in the first place. Petro did communicate to me problems he was facing, one of which Skal had also communicated to me. I too have faced that same problem, and in part, the why I'm writing and posting all of this. But I recognize a bigger problem, the one causing this and other smaller problems. Knowing that addressing this bigger problem will inherently result in removing the existance of this and other smaller problems. Petro said he was a simple man several times throughout the day and night. I like this because I know it's the only sure way to go. You can move a mountain with a single hand full at a time. Or you can do simple things that build up to a safe tool that you might take an elavator up to the controls and move more in a day than a single man could move in a life time. If there was anything Petro did for me, he listened. He is the first one to really do so and it's this that caused me to stay up for six hours after I left him at the hotel. Of course I needed to listen as well, I did and it helped me to solve the problem. The solution does require the listening skills of others, the well thought out feedback communication of others, and the patience of many. I believe Petro got as much out of our talk as I. Right before getting to the meeting, Petro said not to be concerned about our lateness, and I responded that he was reading my mind. Petro and I talked about success principles and concepts Gateway, A.I. and I had in common. Usually it was I who would start talking about a principle or concept and Petro would comment the agreement of such from their side. At first he may not have realized I wasn't just remembering something from a book or tape but in time he realized I praticed them. For those who question why I'm not more successful, well there is this thing called Posttramatic Stress Disorder of which I suffer from, but until just recently I didn't know it had a name and even some evolving research. If you check out what research is available via the web, you may be supprised to find according to current research I may not be able to recover due the length of time and events I've had in dealing with it. I'd not have done as well as I have without applying success principles and concepts. And I am also determined to not only beat this disorder but change the content of research on it (and I've got something honest researchers on this disorder will find very helpful - writings by myself over a period of fifteen years regarding a matter directly related to this disorder). PTSD has held me back but it has also caused me to learn a great deal. Now that I know what it is and how it effects me, the question is will I turn it into an advantage as I beat it? Do I have a choice? Or is it just a matter of determination? Only I can answer this and its yes. I didn't talk to Petro much about PTSD but only refered to it at such times that the conversation was about spending time with family or other such personal things that PTSD has kept me from. Meaning I've had and spent more time focusing on other things, solving problems or at least trying to. We talked about how those in the industry are like a bunch of kids, putting things together in all sorts new and interesting ways. How everyone has good ideas but it is in finding a commonality that leads to simplicity and allows for the kids to do all these things. We talked about the Polaroid I had give him. The connector, he'd asked me if I had a proto-type of it. I didn't but proceeded to explain the simplicity of it. That it (the packaging and the connector) may not be the best application of the idea behind it (even I have considered improvement in the concept) but that it really was up to those in a position to manufacture it and those in a position to apply it to decide the specifics. But that the idea was to do something simple that will allow the kids to put things together. That the connector was only just a connector allowing whatever connection between things (blocks) that is needed. With say four hundred possible connections you'd have room for any thing you wanted, expecially considering how not you can connect to the world over just two lines. We talked a bit here and there about the VIC, that it really is only a software connector like the hardware connector, in that the objective is to allow the kids to put things together but on a software level. That the VIC is not an invention but an identification/discovery of integration functionality that allows for putting things together while being able to handle the exception. But I wasn't pushing the VIC on him, that the VIC was always ment to be freeware, as a genuine act of goodwill to the community. That it'd be smaller than csh. Simple things that allow kids to put things together. Funny, but I bought the audio tape to the first keynote address and it started out with putting constraints on kids choices. Keep in mind that the talk I had with Petro was Saturday and the keynote was the following Monday. To compare all of Saturday with Petro, AAi, Skal to all of Comdex, There was far more focus, drive and energy in the one day, Saturday then all of Comdex. You'll come to realize to as you read onward with this post and come to understand the why behind it. Early in my talk with Petro he said that he was the one to lead A.I. and I agreed completely. Later in my talk with Petro the idea of the Amiga being applied in a manner consistant with the trojan horse concept, to sneek it into the industry, had come up. We talked about why this was not a bad idea but wasn't needed in order to accomplish growth of the Amiga use. To sum it up, the trojan horse bites back and only slows growth and development. Openly helping people solve problems is the key. Doing so only lets those you help have free choice and in an industry where the pratice is of constraining free choice there is no need for the trojan horse. People will come back for more free choice. At Comdex I noticed that the most crowded area, the most difficult areas to get thru, wasn't with any of the large corporations but the Linux area. A crowd so thick it was shoulder to shoulder. Near the end of my talk with Petro, he asked me "So you think the Amiga is the machine to do this?" From the beginning of our talk I was presenting Petro with certainty about the productive future and growth of the Amiga. Here I was also certain as I explained that the Amiga had something that no other system has, the three fundamental, primary interface modes. And I picked up the issue of Computer Currents and refered to the article I had read about how general office software was beginning to become automated but noted the last paragraph of the article. It said that although general office software can be automated, it wasn't so easy to do. I then pointed out that general office software is far from being the only software used in business, especially in creative business. And I explained to Petro what the three interface modes of the Amiga are and that it has always had them, even before AREXX. We talked about starving children in the world and from a business perspective these are the customers of the future, You help them now and they will come back. Pointing out that Gateway knows this and why they helped out the South Dakota flood victims. You should understand that in my talk with Petro we did not talk about this subject then this other subject and so on. But our talk was about little peices of subjects here and there, building up to the climax where Petro then opened the car door. Near the midway point in our talk I had mentioned how, in the natural evolution of something, something can happen that sets the evolutional path off course. After dinner I asked him if AAi was the first usergroup meeting he'd attended since Gatway. He said it was the first in the US but he'd been to others. So I asked him if, in all that he had been hearing from users, was there a level of consistancy in ideas or was it otherwise. Petro said that there was a level of consistancy and I responded that people build upon what they have learned and know. Near the beginning of our talk when the subject was about Bill Gates, I had told Petro that Bill did something that was the source of the evolving problems, but I didn't tell Petro what it was. I have also communicated to The Amiga community that the Computer industry took a wrong turn about ten or so years ago. Again, do not place judgement on what and who you are about to read and take heart in anything you may do based on what you have been reading and will read. Do not get caught in any mystical illusions, and there is plenty in all of this that can wrongly lead you into faulty illusions. I'm no saviour, I'm human and just like the rest of us, I make errors as you will find out, and this is the proof I'm human. WAKE UP PEOPLE!!! The future is in our hands, not in mystical illusions. Lamar told me that upon the last moments with Petro, at the airport, Petro had commented that the Amiga community is a cult. Lamar was bothered by this but as their conversation evolved about this it became clear it was only a misunderstand as to what Petro ment. A simple translation of meaning behind the words used in different countries. So let's keep this type of potential error in mind also. So that we can do what we need to reduce such error. Also this is not the end of my posting, there is more to come. Twenty two years ago Mr. Bill Gates yelled piracy. This caused the natural course of computer and software evolution to go off course. It caused a fracturing and fragmentation of the beautiful spectrum of what was evolving. It put the developer needs in conflict with the end-user needs and why there is a lack of end-user having the ability to handle the exceptions to what developers created. Illusional constraints evolved in many other facets as well. Petro opened the car door. Keep in mind that Mr. Gates was going to Harvard, a law school, and that he has always been a game player, a sport. There are many facets to all of this that one must consider in order to make a fair judgement. Mr. Gates is not guilty of anything more than being human. The situation that happened simply wasn't correctly addressed. Human error, just like all that was happening to prepare for the 1996 Olympics, this situation has many facets and at a key point, where many facets where in place, something happened that caused an explosion. Mr. Gates' empire and those whom have joined him are at serious risk of crumbling, simply because the foundation on which all of this is built, is faulty. It is only a matter of physics that it will, with absolute certainty, fall. Nobody needs to help it do so, but rather everyone needs to begin working damage control so innocent and productive people don't get hurt while also taking advantage of this understanding and bootstrapping it to much bigger problems, like world child hunger. A priority list of which this is at the top of. Our future is in the coming generation(s). We Amiga supporters know better than any other collection of people what it is like to deal with the odds being against us and are learning how to deal with and over come the odds. In the phone conversation I had with Lamar, where he fell asleep, after I woke him he'd told me about the Bob Beman story. But he added that he could not help but be seeing the Amiga as the little know and little supported long jumper. Of course he did! :-) Don't do something for a cause, The Amiga doesn't have a cult following! But instead set honest productive goals and work towards them. Reaching them is where genuine self respect and self esteam come from and gives a short time to stop, relax and smell the rose of an evolving beautiful spectrum. Become a self leader, not a follower. AGAIN, this is not the end of my postings, just intermission between acts. * It is near 11 a.m. the 7th of June, at this point in writing. This second part may be revised as I integrate more. This work is copyrighted 1997 by myself - Timothy Rue. But only so that no alteration be done. You may copy it but only in it's complete context or with notice that it is only a part of larger work. *** -----------
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